Sunday, April 25

day 12193: disappointment

Perhaps I was too cocky... perhaps I was too confident... perhaps I thought I had it in the bag and didn't go that extra mile.

2 major disappointments within one weekend, but of course, nothing I can't handle. It just makes me want to try harder next time...

Monday, April 5

day 12173: i've been doing a lot of writing... just not here

It's more difficult being honest to one's self than to be honest to someone else. I've realized recently that I lie to myself an awful lot and that until I start admitting the truth to myself, my life is always going to be a continuous circle of confusion.