day 10183: i’m falling in love
It could be the sounds of the city, the honk of the errant horn, the incessant beeping of the traffic lights for the visually impaired, the quiet lap of the water against the pier, the damp mist that surrounds the city the odd morning…
It could be the crisp, cool autumn air, the way the sun peeps through the yellow and red leaves on the trees, the wet pavement that glistens under the carpet of said yellow and red. The season of change before the season of hibernation…
It could be the phone calls in the middle of the night, the ones from the airport in Chicago, the ones at work, the stray email here and there, the ones asking, the ones yelling, the ones offering nothing but a shoulder to cry on and ears to hear something they’ve heard a thousand times before, but will hear a thousand times again and again until the tears stop flowing and the smiles start breaking out…
I don’t know exactly what it is, but I think I’m falling in love…
In love with the city, in love with fall, in love with my friends and family – more so now than before…
In love with life…
And maybe even an itty-bitty in love with myself…
I’m starting to like myself, to accept myself for who I am, to change what needs to be changed and learning to know when to leave well-enough alone. I’m reading new books, starting new projects, rediscovering old passions, discovering new passions, becoming reacquainted with old friends, and getting acquainted with new friends. I’m finding myself a little at a time.
Baby steps.
4 comments:
yay, yay!! that's awesome.
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Awww...I love you too sweetie :)
And that sounds great, I'm glad you're discovering yourself...even if in baby steps...
Yikes! You changed your background and now it looks just like AKT's...I was SO confused at first, thought I was seeing things!! Haha!
Better Woe? I was feeling rather pinkish yesterday, but this works too... :)
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