Thursday, May 26

day 10402: so freakishly antsy i think i’m going to drown myself tonight

The worse thing about being on the disabled list is enduring the constant inactivity. Day after day of absolute nothingness. I can feel my fat cells growing again. I know that the couch potatoe hidden deep within is just waiting for the perfect time to burst out and reclaim all of its former 178lb glory.

Last night, I was going to try to do a little spinning on the recumbent bicycle, but my fish taco craving got in the way. I overdid it when I went shopping for supplies and lugging back a couple litres of milk, a big ass jar of herring (craving) and more than a few pounds of tomatoes, avocados, and goat feta (for avocado sandwiches) did nothing for my already sore and tired back.

So I took it easy, did a few months worth of laundry (apparently I just buy new underwear when I run out of clean ones), and sat back to watch the remainder of Episode V that I had fallen asleep watching the night before. (Yes, I fall asleep constantly watching movies, and yes, I’ve watched almost all of them since Sunday…) Episode VI I’m saving to watch with Triscuit tonight after he finishes climbing for the night.

Still antsy from not being able to, um, move without pain, I popped in this; which had someone told me that it was almost identical to this (which I actually liked...), I wouldn’t have wasted the $5 buying it from PacMall.

I’m going absolutely freaking nuts…is this how everyone else lives? I'm trying my hardest to be my usual happy-go-lucky self, and look for a silver lining in all of this, but thus far... nada. nil. zilch. zero. nothing.


(ps... ever since the Katie Holmes/Tom Cruise thing, I just don't see her in the same light anymore...icky)

1 comment:

teahouse said...

Hey, fish tacos are the yummiest ever. When I was living in Texas, I'd have them for lunch or dinner at least twice a week. And fish is healthy!