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I wonder sometimes if I stay because I am lost. Things have changed, what once was is now no more. One foot in front of the other, living life a breath at a time, not thinking, not reacting, just existing.
Merely existing, and not living.
Wasting space, wasting time, wasting a life that someone else would be envious of, and yet, I make no move to change.
Thirty days until I turn thirty.