day 11736: nearing the end
I'm sitting here drinking Prosecco from the bottle procrastinating from doing the work I know I have to do. I should be sleeping or at best relaxing to prep myself for yet another full day of complete bah-humbuggery that is only a short, few hours away.
I'm close to ending it. I don't think I can take this anymore.
What a waste of a perfectly good life. I still haven't found what I'm looking for.